Friday, September 20, 2002
When I Say Friends, I Mean That Like Fun
I don't think I've ever said the words "I'm your friend" and never meant them.
People who know me (Yesh, I'm talking about you and you.) know that I will perish before I let any of them come to harm. It's true. I think I'm very protective of my friends, and yes, Candy I mean that in THAT way. I will continue to block off all known men from you 'cause it's my JOB and 'cause you really shouldn't be going with guys named Pedritoh. God I mean that like fun.
I'm strictly a "friendly friend". My friends equate to my life. They are more important to me than my parents, school, my boyfriend. In fact, once, a boy from long ago told me that I gave too much importance to my friends. Accused me of putting my friends above love itself.
He was right.
When I say "you are my friend", that usually means "I will be here for you no matter what you do, no matter where I go, no matter what the HELL time it is. I will never leave, unless you want me to, unless you need me to. And even if I move to Siberia I'll still be around for you to call, for you to fall onto, no matter what happens. Zutto desu, daijoubu da yo."
So to YOU who dares doubt my friendship, read that, and understand it well. You are my friend. Be prepared for much evoul. ^-^
will you catch me when I fall? :: |
named Ekai Ungson
listen to the static
"Wonder" - Megan McCauley
"Everyone is Wrong" - The Donnas
"You and Me" - Lifehouse
"Blind" - Lifehouse
"Lonely No More" - Rob Thomas
"Akap" - Imago
"The Difference" - Matchbox Twenty
"Extraordinary" - Liz Phair