Friday, November 22, 2002


kimochi warui. the last words that asuka utters when the end of the world was at hand. 'i feel sick' is what they mean, and i do feel sick. my neck and my right ankle hurts from being thrown, again, too high and too forcefully, by my best friend. i know she didn't mean it, but that doesn't make things stop hurting. i know i'll probably be sick, again, with the flu this week. it always happens to me.

i've never been one to have conquered physicalities but this was ridiculous. i know i can't stand up by way of external strength, as i have none of that, but falling-- that wonderful sensation when all semblance of right was taken away... it just felt right. but when i slammed into the mat, hard, i remembered.

i was a weakling.

sometimes, i ask myself, if i even deserved this.


11:50 PM
will you catch me when I fall? :: |




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