Saturday, February 22, 2003
So is it going to be royal blue or sakura pink??
I'm turning 18 in two months.
Oh. My God.
I've never really thought about getting any age older before. I guess it didn't matter either way. I used to look in the mirror on the morning of my birthday and try to see if anything had changed-- and nothing had. Learning from the experience, I'd have to say a birthday is just like any old ordinary day. Except maybe you get presents.
But turning 18 is a big thing over here. In this country you're supposed to throw the ball of your lifetime to supposedly present yourself to the rest of society. Plus it makes you legal-- you can buy alcohol and cigarettes legally when you turn 18. It's like becoming an adult and forgetting kidhood.
And now I have the bigger dillemmas I have to face in my about-to-be-adult life: do i throw the party or not? What do I wear? Where do I hold it? Who to invite? Do I even want this?
Heck. Who knows?
will you catch me when I fall? :: |
named Ekai Ungson
listen to the static
"Wonder" - Megan McCauley
"Everyone is Wrong" - The Donnas
"You and Me" - Lifehouse
"Blind" - Lifehouse
"Lonely No More" - Rob Thomas
"Akap" - Imago
"The Difference" - Matchbox Twenty
"Extraordinary" - Liz Phair