Sunday, November 02, 2003
Bag It Up
Catching up on Pantheon news and hoping desperately for my mother to approve to entreaties involving a new cellular phone. In three very short sentences, 1) Happy Samhain, 2) I don't want my Belldandy-'neesama to move, and 3) Section L has been deblocked.
My heart is slowly mending, but that does not discount the fact that it's broken. My beloved section has been deblocked due to circumstances beyond our mortal control. Although this renders most of us immobile due to the fact that we cannot be together, it gives me a sense of...
New people give me new chances to branch out and away from Reni's grasp, something I have not thought I wanted since I began with him.
This morning he showed up at school with a friend. It was eight in the morning, and he doesn't have class today. I sent him away.
No, really, I did.
Bell-'neechan can't go.
I can't imagine life without her. Quite simply, she keeps me sane. She keeps me with her. When I fall from the bike riding, she heals me.
I am lost without her. And the mere thought of her leaving drives me insane.
Interestingly, a guy I thought I would never have has emailed me a very beautiful poem.
I am hungry for something that will make me real
will you catch me when I fall? :: |
named Ekai Ungson
listen to the static
"Wonder" - Megan McCauley
"Everyone is Wrong" - The Donnas
"You and Me" - Lifehouse
"Blind" - Lifehouse
"Lonely No More" - Rob Thomas
"Akap" - Imago
"The Difference" - Matchbox Twenty
"Extraordinary" - Liz Phair