Thursday, May 19, 2005
tinamad ako bigla mag post sa LJ. kinakain yung posts ko-- may problema sa date. inaantok na ako kaya bukas ko na tatapusin. ohwell.
i like behaving like a secret agent/detective sometimes-- i like the chase, the hunt for the truth. i like knowing that all i need to expose someone is right in my fingertips, just waiting to be taken advantage of.
the fact that all this detective work only proves that the girl my ex fell in love with never existed? is just an added bonus. ganyan talaga kapag maganda ka na, talented pa-- hindi bagay sa mga aanga-anga na naiinlove sa mga babaeng ni hindi pa nila nakikita.
i'm having too much fun with Ava and Reen and Urd-- this whole X-Files shit takes up a lot of my time but it's well worth it. the second i expose this conniving, manipulative liar for who she really is, i'm done. we won. we pwned her. right now we kind of already pwned her. we have a mountain's worth of evidence to disprove her every claim, from pictures to university records to hospitals that do not exist.
she's lost. all i want is an admission. i will stop at nothing to expose her for what she truly is.
putakte. ako pa ang natawag na sinungaling. gago pala siya e.
sabay sabi ng kuya ko, i should be kind daw-- i should tell him what i know, as a friend and without malice. bakit-- nun bang tinawag niya akong sinungaling, nagiging mabait siya sa akin nun? nun bang sinira niya ang buong buhay ko, nun bang inilibing niya ako ng buhay sa kalungkutan ko, nagiging mabait ba siya sa akin nun?
so, i ask you-- why should i be kind now?
WHY SHOULD I BE KIND NOW?
i know my brother might be thinking that the ray of light he loves in me just went and gone out.
i'm sorry, Kui. i think my light went out on the day he broke my heart.
will you catch me when I fall? :: |
named Ekai Ungson
listen to the static
"Wonder" - Megan McCauley
"Everyone is Wrong" - The Donnas
"You and Me" - Lifehouse
"Blind" - Lifehouse
"Lonely No More" - Rob Thomas
"Akap" - Imago
"The Difference" - Matchbox Twenty
"Extraordinary" - Liz Phair